What if I were a good person too?

I opened my eyes to a poor family. When I was five years old, I found out that there were daily fights in my house. I don't know why they used to fight. When I was a little older, I found out that I got married without the consent of my parents. Despite the passage of so much time, there was no harmony between them. I also got upset due to daily fights and I started spending more time outside the house and started getting up and sitting among the wrong friends. I also got addicted to things from home. When there was nothing left to sell in the house, he started stealing from outside the house, so I became infamous and one day I was caught by the police and I was imprisoned. It got worse. A few months later, when I was released, I had learned a lot from them. Then I started beating them with big hands. People started returning to the gunpoint. People started hating me. The fear of the police also disappeared. One day I found out that there was a lot of gold and money in a house. I thought of a robbery and entered the house with the whole plan. Or everyone in the house was sleeping. I went and covered them all at the gun point. There were only two couples living there. I told them to quietly give me gold and money or I would shoot them. Don't tell us anything and he brought me all the money and gold which were jewels. I started to go out. I don't know where this man took out a pistol from. He was about to shoot me. I fired. And he died on the spot and I panicked. I ran away. I must have gone a little farther. I heard the sound of a police horn. Someone heard the sound of fire and called the police. I was very upset. The next day I was taken to court where the deceased's wife recognized me. The court sentenced me to death and now I am waiting for the day when I will be hanged. Sometimes I wonder why this happened? It's the fault of the family. Yes, I could have been a good person, but after that, I became silent. ,,,,,,,,,,,, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,